Since understanding causality and taking the Three Refuges and Five Precepts, my perspective on life shifted. I no longer feel a victim to the unfortunate events in my life; instead, I try to embrace it as repayment for my past misdeeds. I strive to be conscious of my actions and sensitive to the impact they have on others. Regularly, I take time to reflect on my words, deeds and thoughts. I am humbled by how much I have yet to learn and let go. Every now and then, I feel a burst of relief and gratitude that I have enough wisdom and good karma to find Buddha Gate Monastery and listen to the precious Dharma teachings of Venerable Master Jian Deng and all the Shifus at the Monastery. -- Chuan Ya (Grace Dagen)